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Hey, I'm Doktor (she/her). I like to write, draw, and waste my time playing video games instead of doing productive things.

PRIDE

Current interests include: Hatoful Boyfriend, Dangan Ronpa, Telltale's TWAU and TWD, and zombies. All the zombies.

If you want me to see anything, I track the tag dktragonizer

doritohat:

AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR DKTR WHO IS LEAVING FOR THE AIR FORCE. SOME HATO BIRDS. SO LONG BUDDY

LOOK WHAT JACK DREW FOR ME UWAH ;O;

(thank yooooou)

Flying Away*

dktragonizer:

dktragonizer:

Most of you know this by now, but I’m joining the Air Force! I leave October 14th (oh god) for 8 1/2 weeks of basic training - I will not be able to internet or keep up with people during this time!

Beyond that, I’m not really sure how things are gonna be, or how soon I’ll have the time and sources to touch base with people and pick up things like Tumblr and Twitter, etc.

Just wanted to make a note. I’m a little excited, mostly nervous, but overall glad I’ve got SOME sort of direction to my life finally.

Anyway, I’m going in as a cyber security apprentice so. That might be fun? Guess I’ll find out eventually!

*no I’m not going to be flying in or working on a plane

So this is happening! Today I am going downtown, and tomorrow I leave. I may reblog this once more in the morning idk. When it’s not 1am.

Anyway, I will miss everybody terribly. Some day I will (hopefully) have the ability and time to keep up with Tumblr again.

Well, this is it. I’m leaving in a few hours, so. You know.

Goodbye and I will miss you all!

tags » reblog ·

Flying Away*

dktragonizer:

Most of you know this by now, but I’m joining the Air Force! I leave October 14th (oh god) for 8 1/2 weeks of basic training - I will not be able to internet or keep up with people during this time!

Beyond that, I’m not really sure how things are gonna be, or how soon I’ll have the time and sources to touch base with people and pick up things like Tumblr and Twitter, etc.

Just wanted to make a note. I’m a little excited, mostly nervous, but overall glad I’ve got SOME sort of direction to my life finally.

Anyway, I’m going in as a cyber security apprentice so. That might be fun? Guess I’ll find out eventually!

*no I’m not going to be flying in or working on a plane

So this is happening! Today I am going downtown, and tomorrow I leave. I may reblog this once more in the morning idk. When it’s not 1am.

Anyway, I will miss everybody terribly. Some day I will (hopefully) have the ability and time to keep up with Tumblr again.

tags » reblog ·

The “I’m a mercenary” post

cineresis:

Well, I guess this is as good a time as any to make a commission post, isn’t it. When I am getting all these new followers due to the adorable quirkiness that slips into ill-advised moments of candid admission. Strike when the iron is cute, as they say.

I’ve talked about how I’m pretty severely disabled a few times now. I’ve talked less (zero is less) about how I’m living in a rather toxic situation I’d like to get out of in the next couple of years if I can secure a living income. I’ve been getting a lot of writing done the past few months, so I’m going to open two (2) commission slots for stories under 3,000 words. These can be for anything: fandom (I know Homestuck, Pokémon, and Red vs Blue/Halo the best), OCs (fandom or otherwise), original work, or smut of any of the above. You can see what I’ve done on my Ao3 account and under the #my writing tag on my blog and decide if you want something like what I’ve done there.

Please be as detailed as possible when you make your request. If you have a target wordcount or wordcount range, please mention that; ditto for style/tone, specific headcanons, and anything else you can think of. If you’re requesting fic about OCs, any reference you have for them will help — detailed physical and personality descriptions, art, dialogue and other writing samples, etc. If I have any questions about how a character should react to something, I’ll check with you to make sure I’m characterising them in a way that’s satisfactory to you. I’ll also make any other revisions you request, within reason as defined arbitrarily by me. Rewriting the entire fic, for instance, is not within reason. If you’re that unhappy with what I’m producing after I’ve mostly completed it, I’ll refund you for half the commission cost.

For now, I’m going to charge US$1 per 100 words. (So if I write something that’s 1,865 words long, for instance, it’ll cost $18.) I will be charging more in the future, since the amount of time I spend on writing means that’s still well below minimum wage. I’ll ask at the time of your request whether you’re okay with me posting your commissioned fic publicly, and separately whether you’re okay with me posting it on my patreon. If you’re okay with your commission appearing on my patreon, I’ll halve the price of your commission. If you pledge at the $10 level or higher, your first commission will be free. To prevent possible issues, I will ask that you pledge at least until the end of the month in which I write your commission, after which I’ll refund the full price you paid for it; Patreon doesn’t charge patrons until the end of the month, which means it would be really easy to abuse that offer if I didn’t make that requirement. If you wish me to take your commission off my patreon, blog, or Ao3 at any point after the end of the month, I will do so.

I am still spending all my free time writing that novel-length Freelancer fanfic, that’s definitely still a thing that’s happening, so I don’t want to offer too many commissions that I have to prioritise over that until after I’ve completed it. I’ll probably continue to offer a couple commissions here and there until it’s done, but that will be based on how I’m feeling health- and time-wise. At the moment, I’m doing a lot of background writing comprising extensive technical notes in addition to character profiles and drabbles to get characterisation down. The first one I’m working on is for Agent South, and will appear on this blog; future ones, probably mainly or wholly for the very large number of OCs in this fic, will appear only on my patreon for people pledging $3 or more per publicly-posted fic. This is an incentive.

Both my email and my paypal are ryodansai@gmail.com. To send a commission request, please email me with the subject line “CINERESIS COMMISSIONS” (capslock optional). Unless your commission is under 500 words in length, I’ll ask for a $5 down payment at the time that I approve your request, with the remainder paid upon completion. To make sure you’re comfortable with making a partial payment in advance, I’ll keep you updated continuously as I work on your fic unless you request that I chill on the emails. Depending on the length of the fic and how healthy or busy I am, it may take a while to complete, and I know it’s not very comfortable being in the dark on that front. If I’m not comfortable with writing your request or feel that I’m not capable of it, I’ll let you know right away with no judgments made.

TL;DR:
EMAIL AND PAYPAL: ryodansai@gmail.com

Use subject line “CINERESIS COMMISSIONS” when requesting.
PRICE: $1 per 100 words.
$5 down payment required at time of commissioning unless your commission is under 500 words.
50% off for commissions that can appear on Patreon.
Free for Patreon backers pledging $10 or more.

Commission slots:
1. open
2. open

Transgender and Gender-Diverse Individuals with Eating Disorders

https://www.psychsurveys.org/mduffy/transed

ami-angelwings:

trans-folx-fighting-eds:

trans-folx-fighting-eds:

T-FFED: Trans Folx Fighting Eating Disorders is asking for a huge signal boost on this research! This is the FIRST (big, historical, important first!) ever collaboration between a trans health org and the eating disorder research community! We’ve partnered with student researcher Mary Duffy of the University of Saint Joseph to develop this awesome, meaningful and gender-literate survey that will give the mainstream ED sphere a much more inclusive and in-depth picture of how EDs affect our trans and gender-diverse communities, the obstacles we face in accessing effective care, and how ED therapists and facilities can better serve our needs. If this speaks to your experience, please take the survey yourself (or answer as much of it as pertains to you) before reblogging! 

Representation in research is crucial for ED healthcare professionals to develop more gender-literate assessment tactics, therapeutic modules and trans-friendly policies in recovery facilities, as well as demonstrating how our communities are affected by discrimination/exclusions and structural oppressions in accessing proper care. Current research is super problematic in language, lack of gender and racial/ethnic diversity, the dangerous assertion of the transition-as-cure narrative, generalizing case studies, ignoring structural forces that contribute to our inability to access or afford ED treatment and assuming trans and gender-diverse communities struggle with EDs in attempts to conform to heteronormative/cissexist standards of beauty.

The mainstream ED sphere is finally LISTENING to us; let’s tell them what we need!

Reblogging for extra signal boost- if you haven’t yet seen this awesome and innovative research survey, please check it out and share in your trans/gender-diverse networks! Huuuuge thanks!!! <3

As a trans person who is currently struggling with ED recovery and freaking out about what’s going on with my body because there’s so little research about what ED recovery might look like in trans patients, I really really want to spread this around and hopefully as many trans people as possible can participate in this.  I look all around the web for help, and all I can find is ED science about cis men and women, and I have no clue how this applies to my body and my experiences.  In general, my experiences have so far gone right along with cis women’s, but I’m stlil scared, and knowledge helps to assuage fears. 

So please, reblog this, spread this around, and hopefully a lot of people feel comfortable participating, because it’s really important to trans people now struggling with eating disorders, and especially for future trans people who might feel as lost and scared as me right now and would be helped by ED knowledge that specifically is about them.

tags » eating disorder · research · reblog ·

I will also be missing doritohat's birthday while I'm in BMT, so I drew his character Straw Boss!

tags » doritohat · Straw Boss · fanapace · dktr art ·

Wanted to draw one of sunquail's OCs since I'll be missing his birthday while I'm away for BMT, so I drew Merrin! She's cute.

tags » sunquail · Merrin · dktr art ·

voidbat:

merlinsbane:

this would be a good time to donate to xkit-extension because they’re doing a lot of hard work and they’re just one dude so yknow. toss some cash their way if you can so we can go back to blogging properly.

seriously, chrome broke fucking EVERYTHING in xkit and dude put it first priority before a paying gig and 100% burnt himself out getting it back to moderate functionality. if you use xkit and have money to donate, definitely do. the work he puts in is worth it.

Going Down (2181 words) by DktrAgonizer [AO3]

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2432714

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Walking Dead (Video Games)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Major Character Death
Characters: Ben Paul, Kenny (Walking Dead Video Game), Lee Everett, Christa (Walking Dead Video Game), Omid (Walking Dead Video Game)
Additional Tags: Season 1
Summary:

Kenny’s the one to fall in the alley, not Ben. Ben tries to set things right.

kngshxt:

I just want y’all to remember that a few days ago a visibly armed white man was pointing a gun at children in a park in broad daylight. He was calmly talked down and brought in to custody. TJ Lane shot up his school, was taken to trial peacefully, sentenced, escaped, and peacefully captured again. Or the white man who under the influence of some drug, attacked 3 officers in the police station, disarmed one and fired a shot. He wasn’t even tased. 

Let’s compare that with the fact that, Mike Brown was shot 6 times while surrendering. Vonderrick Myer was armed with a fucking sandwich and shot at 16 times. Levar Jones was stopped for a seat belt violation and got shot at 4 times for retrieving the ID he was ordered to show. John Crawford III was shot for being armed with an airsoft gun, in Wal Mart, where they sell airsoft guns!

tags » police brutality · racism · reblog ·
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